Dealing, dealing with anxiety and fear! Dealing with anxiety is scary, dealing with anxiety for over a decade is scary, what’s even more scary is not being able to do or say anything about it. We all have found ways of dealing with difficult situations, to mend or fix what is not yet broken. Loosing connection to family or friendships, letting go of all relationships, that was my beneficial choice. I had been served with desperation all my life. Becoming a mother made my world twice as nice. I work hard for everything I have, I work hard for everything I own. The hardest part is the lives that cross up. Four years alone, I have built up wall that are not suppose to be broken down. This life lesson has to be the hardest. It is hard because I can tend to happy spirit no matter how sad I may be. I can cheer up others life’s or offer help, truth is I am pushover. I am taking advantage of more ways than anyone would imagine. Women have to be the hardest to deal with. They are the hardest because they may not feel worthy, they may not be as pretty, they are less subject to a society around them. They got off where they do not fit in. Whilst ignoring them is a great option, better yet a choice, an obligation not derive off or be derailed. The hardest part is trying to understand the ways other women manipulate such a strong standing. I fight everyday in my life, trying to help others, to help myself. To better yet understand what I lack in life, maybe compromising an agenda to feel worthy. I have so much hurt for how weak I have let myself become over trying to be enough. When I say enough it means everything I’ve never had. I landed myself in an ambulance from a faint to the floor, in moments I thought my legs would no longer allow me to walk… to find strength to operate my mind to allow me to do so, because of “people watching”. My anxiety had hit me so bad, in the moments I felt so weak. An argument was the cause of my attack. A car accident as the cause of my anxiety days before, a teacher not approving of my hard work and my dedication was a weeks prior too. Never heard of before. Thankfully! I will try harder. Thankfully I will succeed! Thankfully I will be that much stronger. When we cross paths in life. I wish women tendencies to help one another. To see beauty in one’s trace! I dreamed of college as a mother! As a fulfillment to show that young girls will be stronger to support their mother. That medicine does not come easy! That people choose to here what they want and say what they need. I wish belittling did not take one heart and dignity to something called retrieve. It is earned. It is learned. It is in honestly! We are just subjects to grade. But comprehensively admirable! Here is to another suit. Another long mile! I look forward to accomplishing another career. I had such disappointments that the ones we call hero’s. I could create a new way of understanding then I shall do so…. Fight or flight is is a new subject. I wish more time to believe in others the way I believe in myself. Where do you start? I think I look up to professions, to try to believe. Less disheartening. Studies due usually tend to stress relief. I am sorry that this class would not be! Try to cheer up and touch a few smile in life please! Thank you. Disheartening. You never know what someone’s going through. Please don’t allow yourself what you do to me.
Never Ending Story
The Final Corner
Top of the Hill
Dilemmas in life can happen in a matter of weeks, months , maybe even years. Struggling to comprehend what adds value to your more majorities susceptible life and it’s proper value on self respect or significance on sorting source. Life is demanding and waits on no one. Not on any day furthering the ability to recreate a proper forecast begins with optimal prediction, predicting that days will be more structured than the last. The idea of allowing a safer outcome could benefit your conscience needs. Try positive sleep patterns and meditation when needed. Reconstruct your beliefs on the ways others see you as to who you maybe. Taking time to adjust life and the time of management between work, and home with personal structures, such as schooling or studies. Not mixing the suggestions of each component of what, where, how to believe. Creating healthy boundaries to explain depth or consistency of what life has to be. Moderate to achieve publicly while not overthink or creating stressors in each environment is important. Try not letting one drag in the door with you from the other, locations and settings in life are important keys in succeeding. Time management is co existing but so is opportunity…. Routine that becomes formal but that may feel welcoming to just be regularly. Consistency is a major factor in relocation, in optimizing your mind and it’s peace or welcoming new energies. Like plants outside, or noises that do not sit level to you, that do not surround you. Like a bird chirping, or water from a fountain. Finding quality in surroundings to help lessen fear or anxiety. Studying in quite settings not all so familiar by changing class to class so you do not overwhelm the minds ability.
Crossing Points
Ebb and Flow
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